March 11, 2007
I've been asked why we honor
our Veterans so much at Powwows. It's a healing circle, and always has
been for our Veterans who suffer the wounds of war, whether they be
physical or mental.
The below is a reprint from
the Oklahoma News OK on line Newspaper and it's a fine example of why
we dance.
MONTVILLE, Conn. (AP) _ Billy Walkabout, a native Cherokee whose actions
in Vietnam made him among most decorated soldiers of the war, died March
7 in Connecticut.
He was 57.
Walkabout received the Distinguished Service Cross, Purple Heart, five
Silver Stars and five Bronze Stars. He was believed to be the most decorated
Native American soldier of the Vietnam War, according to U.S. Department
of Defense reports.
Walkabout was born in Cherokee County, Okla., on March 31, 1949, and
lived much of his life in Oklahoma.
At the time of his death, Walkabout and his wife, Juanita Medbury-Walkabout,
lived in a portion of eastern Connecticut that is home to many Mashantucket
Pequot, Mohegan and other Native American tribal members.
Walkabout's official cause of death was not given. The Native American
Times reported on its Web site that he had been fighting complications
of exposure to Agent Orange, a defoliant used by the military during
the Vietnam conflict.
Walkabout, a Cherokee of the Blue Holley Clan, was an 18-year-old Army
Ranger sergeant when he and 12 other soldiers were sent on an assassination
mission behind enemy lines on Nov. 20, 1968, in a region southwest of
Hue.
However, they ended up in the enemy's battalion area and came under
fire for hours, during which he was seriously wounded. Several of the
other 12 men were killed at the scene, while the rest later died of
their injuries.
Walkabout's citation for the Distinguished Service Cross said he simultaneously
returned fire, helped his comrades and boarded other injured soldiers
onto evacuation helicopters.
''Although stunned and wounded by the blast, Sgt. Walkabout rushed from
man to man administering first aid, bandaging one soldier's severe chest
wound and reviving another soldier by heart massage,'' the citation
states. ''Only when the casualties had been evacuated and friendly reinforcements
had arrived, did he allow himself to be evacuated.''
He retired as a second lieutenant. In a 1986 interview with The Associated
Press, Walkabout said his 23 months in Vietnam left him with disabling
injuries and memories that refused to fade.
''War is not hell,'' Walkabout said. ''It's worse.''
He said he struggled with failed marriages, thoughts of suicide and
years of self-isolation when he would spend six months at a time alone.
''Everyone I went to high school with thought I was dead for years.
They're amazed when they see me and they say, 'You're not dead.''' Walkabout
said.
He often refused to sleep near his wife, afraid he would strangle her
in his sleep or try to push her under the bed to protect her from the
bombs he imagined were going off.
Over the years, however, he found solace in the
Native American powwows where he often was an honored guest, leading
the traditional dances in time to the pounding drums and chant of the
singers.
''I'm at peace with myself,'' Walkabout said in 1986. ''I've got my
dignity and I've got my pride. ... I never lost the war in Vietnam,
I never lost a day of it. Even when I was wounded, I didn't lose. When
I fought, I won. I won my wars.''
Walkabout's family and friends tended a round-the-clock fire in Montville
after his death on Wednesday and planned to extinguish it Sunday, part
of a four-day Cherokee ceremony, family members said. The smoke fire
is believed to carry prayers to heaven and spiritual messages from place
to place around the world.
Lisa Bernier, Walkabout's stepdaughter, told The Day of New London newspaper
that he was unpretentious when asked about his time in the military.
''I'd say 'thank you' to him, and he'd say, 'What for?' He was so humble,''
Bernier said.